the word FINE

the word 'Fine then...'

always come out a word fine then,

most good then just say a fine then,

wat else they knw to say,

fine then.. jz tis word! good word..

i rate 10 stars!

1st Semester End soon

time pass so fast, soon going to celebrate christmass soon..
my 1st sem in UUM going to end too, yes! 5 more semester to go!(is too freaking long! OMG)

now is my 1st sem final exam, but feel very "PIK CHEK" becoz really lazy to exam..

in my whole life, i hate exam! very hate!

everytime, those important exam (UPSR PMR SPM SPTM) my result sure not tat good!
haiz!

but tis year! i finally change my hairstyle! curly hair! LUAN MOU ZAI

WUAHAHAHAHAHA

becoz of tis hairstyle.. i get many new nickname..

in U, my hostel fren sometime call me "KOREAN ZAI"

in kuantan, my junior them.. so bad! call me 'POODLE' tis have to "thanks' the stupid jc! suddenly mention his dog name! sui zai bao! end up all call me 'POODLE' aiks!

my exam until 10th december, but i will stay until 13th dec, becoz have to wait some of my kuantan fren finish exam 1st only back tgt, c i am so good! (actually is forgot buy early de bus ticket) hahahahaha....14th dec morning i will in kuantan.. i love kuantan! i like kuantan ppl! =D

If we just a 7 days Couple

The first day,

I will hope to go to the place u grown,

go to the school that u had studied before,

go to the food stall that u owaz go,

eat the food that u owaz eat,

u holding my hand,

and tell me ur happiness,

maybe will meet some of ur fren and teacher,

but i still will smile and wait u at aside,

it might the most happy day for me,

becoz tis is the 1st day we tgt pass thru...

The second day,

i will wake u up to have breakfast tgt,

eventhough i not used to those irritant and excited outdoor game,

but tis time i hope to play with u tgt,

holding ur hand and shout tgt while playing,

after play i wil act like ntg happen if i feel scare,

on the way back,

we share the headset when listening MP3,

and u stay at my arms,

it is so sweet..

The third day,

we read book tgt,

we find out all the beauty sentences,

touching word, and praise each others with those sentences and words,

if evening i was too tired and have a snap,

i hope the time i open my eye,

i wish u is the person in front of my sight,

i will very blur blur that time.

hope u dun laugh me.

The forth day,

i wish to go to ancient town,

go with my lovely dear,

we stay tgt,

i will help u take photo,

take down all our sweetest memory,

at there i will buy memorable accessories,

one for u and another for me,

when i c it, i will think about u..

The fifth day,

this day i will like u to make a dinner for me,

the food u cook,

i will really appreciate it,

i knw i might very 'ugly' to eat,

maybe i will laugh u,

but i still will eat all u make,

becoz all is made by u,

after dinner i wish to c stars with u,

we make a wish tgt.

The sixth day,

have a candlelight dinner at high class steak house,

we wearing format shirt and suit coat,

like a gentleman and his lady,

we drink vine,

we dance,

we listening ppl playing violin,

let us have a memorable memory.

The seventh day,

the last day,

i wish to not going any place,

i just wan to accompany u,

stay with u,

silently,

let me imagine when i can c u anymore what will u doing at there,

maybe it will bring me tears,

becoz i am that emo,

if u come and holding my hand,

i will be better( i hope )

i hope u smile is owaz at in my heart,

i will more happy,

at last,

we have to leave each other,

i hope u can give me a hug,

then u only leave me,

i will keep staring on u,

until u leave my sight,

i will rmb the shadow behind u,

then

then

then

until THE END..

About Myself

Every organism,there are certain basic need aside food, clothing and shelter, they are equally important. Mean that all of us need family,need friend and also need the so call shelter " home". I am just a simple guy, just normal person, normal characteristic, just want to have a normal lifestyle, just want to have good health, if possible wealth too, who do not hope that?

The concept of family is always attributed to human. Somehow, the term 'family' means having 'father, mother and siblings' who take care of them through thick and also thin. Parent and us have a certain strong bond, even how far, how long we never meet each others the relation and the bond will never change. I miss my parent since I start my 'Uni' life. This is the first time i leave my hometown.

I', an active and talkative person. I mean I love enjoy to talk with friend, think so. LOL. Self-confident is my characteristic, that why I think I am different from others but somehow I have too much confident it is not good to me (i know that) I love SPORT! I love BASKETBALL and SOFTBALL very much. I like to try new thing except if it too dangerous then i will ignore it. Honestly to tell that, sometime I'm a kind of lazy person but i still have responsibility on my word.

That all about myself right now. This is my new post THANK YOU! LOL!

Holiday have passed

today 8.30am i reached here, i mean UUM..

after had a huge clean of my room..

i felt like very oring after do all this 'room chores'

After this 2 weeks holidays,

realize that i still cant put down something..

this a bad feeling! i wonder to knw how to move away some kind of memory from brain..

i still miss her..

last holiday i meet her once only.. sigh! what to do.. i scare... useless guy scolding myself!

hope after holiday have some change la!!!!

我？

每个人想去爱..

每个人想被爱..

每个人想得到爱..

每个人想回到最爱..

每个人想留住最爱..

我也是！

不过我，

我不想再受到伤害，

我不想再被爱，

我不想再去爱，

我不想再寻找爱..

口说不想，

心还是放不下，

明明爱很简单，

但却很复杂，

爱，

到底爱是不适合我？

到底我又没有活过在爱的世界里？

到底爱的世界可不可以容纳我？

到底爱是如何？

我曾经爱过多少人，

我曾经喜欢过多少人，

我曾经被多少人爱过，

我曾经被多少人喜欢过，

真的要计较过去吗？

爱和喜欢是相同？

我喜欢你？我爱你？什么分别？

我真的很累，下午眼泪不断流，眼睛很累，不是心理问题，真的眼很累，睡不好，不过现在（11.30pm)而是心在累，但是不但流泪，因为以前那满满的心已失去了，已过去了，不想再想，担心依然挂念。

一首周杰伦的歌 <我落泪，情绪零碎>

每个人都有自己的结局，而我想知道我的结局是圆满的，还是有瑕疵的...

Title-less

after i stay at here study for few week, i realize a lot of thing and have learnt a lot of thing.

i found that the lifestyle i think be4 in Uni is much different with the lifestyle i having now.

i tot that i will very busy, very nervous, but now! i am very boring.. y tis 'boring' happen on me?

this boring always will make down my emotion.

i read an articles be4, learn yoga is the best way to relax ur emotion, becoz when u start to learn more in yoga, is not only relax ur emotion, it can be more good to control or so call hypnosis urself..

after being a 20years human, until now i still dun understand what is the purpose tat, y shud a boy go and chase a girl,or another way round and end up is either break up or marry.. to generate next generation? to fulfill our emotional?

i very tired, i really have, i loved is girl, i believe she is truly treat me. i... i... a lot of things i dunno what to say, i just a normal human, y god is giving me a big problem...Have u ever felt like to were talking to a wall when u were trying to talk to ur girl or ur love 1? i have..

is that any psychology problem on me? definitely no! just sometime going to release our love emotion when u cant control..

i fear tat ppl will look down on me,

i fear tat ppl will think it is really ur fault,

i fear rejection,

i fear ppl asking about my feeling and pain,

i fear and hate ppl take my emotion as a joke,

i fear the stigma of my pain,

i fear no 1 to bother me,

i fear 1 day i have no fren,

i fear a lot of things

i fear tis,

i fear tat,

but i will face my fear..

i'll feel completely alone, completely isolated, or completely abandoned when my heart is starting crash..

i enjoy with love, but also be careful with it, becoz,

love is the key, is the key to please and make some1 feel happy and satisfied.

love is the key, is the key to dump and destroy each others dream.

双子座

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

笑　　　

双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

爱　　　

一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：“双子座的人最花心。”可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。

坚强　　　　

有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向，星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。

人际　　　

双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：“没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。” 双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。

朋友　　

当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

执着　　　　

说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。

自尊　　　

双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

分享　　　　

在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。　

个人感想：

我觉得还挺准的，有多少人能够明白双子座呢？或许我是没有像上述讲得这么夸张，但多多少少还是讲得对的，尤其是在 ‘自尊’ ，‘爱’ 和 ‘分享’ 这三段， 描述得很贴切，至少我是那样觉得的。我开始对爱没有信心了。

My Study Life In UUM

Before i say about my study life, let me show u what we ate when our lunch time! YUMMY!!!

Ah Boy said " we dun want to torture our stomach anymore, dun everyday eat spicy spicy food! so let eat STEAK!!!!!! hahahaha!!!"

Dunno how long i never eat Grilled Lamb Chop. So i ordered Grilled Lamb Chop With Pepper Mint. It look very small right? but try to compare with the knife beside.. LOL!!!

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Let see what was Ah Boy eat JUST NOW..

Seafood Mixed With Prawn Octopus and Salmon Roll Slice

It cost RM 20 per plate! feel like quite worth o!

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let c the next target! JC...

he ordered a Chicken Chop With 'Monaya'

Dun ask me what is Monaya, because myself also dunno what is that! LOL

I think the Monaya means the CHEESE on the chicken chop..

Delicious!!!

OMG!!! I miss up 1 picture! Mixed Grilled with Grilled Ribeye, Lamb Chop and Chicken that cost RM22.. sorry to say, this have no display to u all.. HAHAHA..

NOTICE:

We not everyday eat so LUXURIOUS just today is so special, even it is not a special day, just a normal wednesday that 12.30pm four of us doesn't have any class hahahaha...

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Lets look to my STUDY LIFE...

this is the Kenegaraan class.. round 400 people in a class.. The dewan kuliah is quite big, can fit in around 700 people,lecturer said,who knw?! LOL

This is Fakulti Perakaunan, the place take SQQM and SQQS class...LOL.. make it simple mean, the place i study Statistics Distribution Theory and Calculus I.

This is class of Science Social ..

no leng nui at all...>.<>

actually this subject, i really dunno what the lecturer saying about. Like telling story only,suddenly say social fenomina or suddenly say drug abuse, dunno all of this relate with the subject or not.. haiz~ A bit worry le~

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My University Life

Yeng mou?!!? 大学生了！ 哈哈哈！

The first day i reached here, i meet a new fren, he was my roommate Shing Hong,圣方,he came from Melaka...

First week was orientation week, is the most worst week i at here ,not because not fun or the Faci not good, is very very tired.. everyday we jz sleep 2 and 1/2 hours.. 2am only let us back to room to rest, and early in the morning 4.30am ask us chinese to attend a very early and very boring speech that given by my DPP(DEWAN PENGINAPAN PELAJAR) pengetua and Muslim went to pray..

This UUM is so big! i want to find my friend also a problem..

the RED CIRCLE is the place i stay, and the BLUE CIRCLE is my fren stay..

the distance between is around 4.5km, that y i so lazy to go find them , and their DPP is outside UUM, so most of the time is they come find me if have anything..

On 16th of july, i went out with my roommate(Shing Hong) JC, Ah boy, Eric, Eric's gf and her fren.. We went out with bus, and it was so many ppl and inside the bus was so narrow..

That day we went to Jitra.. We watched a mv then at 3.45pm, a RUBBISH mv.. didn't make any meaning sense! ...唐伯虎点秋香 2

i felt quite waste money to watch tis moive lo..LOL

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24th of July, another day that we go to jitra again.. this time we rent 2 cars to jitra.. i drove 1, and AhBoy drove another 1...

IN JITRA! I CANT FIND KFC! (my goodness) but i found MyFC.. Malaysia Fried Chicken? MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!!!!!!! i also dunno, jz go for a lunch be4 our movie start..SORCERER's APPRENTICE..

but not tat nice.. Recipe of KFC is much better than it!!! who said?! me SAID! LOL

I think some1 will like to c how is my room look like..

right hand side is my bed... look messy right? >.<

because me duno keep bed 1!!!!! aiks!!! who willing to do for me? ^^

oh ya! my matrix card!!!

i have made it blur.. to prevent u all get my biodata.. LOL.. who wan o!

actually i write this post jz for syok sendiri only.. no ppl will view, less ppl knw my blog..so any1 have read it.. jz...... hehehe~

Soon i will post my campus study life.. =) sekian terima kasih? 谢谢？thats all thanks you? whatever la..

The day before medical checkout

Then time now 0111 hour, my eyes cant close yet after meeting with those AJK biro sukan dan permainan. Really worry about that, and a bit tension to do a medical check..
if the result nothing then nevermind, if suddenly check out got wat disease or wtv thing.. my mood and mentally can not acceptable!!!!!

Uni life come soon

Dunno what happen to me, i feel very panic when i get offer by IPTA..

be4 that, i was jz hang around with fren, without work, but now suddenly have to study again, have a weird feeling in my heart..

after i understand about my course..sigh!! have to study hard le..

Government have offered me : Bachelor of Industrial Statistics with Honours

the course i have to study is unexpected!!

• Introduction to Social Science
• Ethics and Science of Thinking
• Language, Culture & Society or
• Introduction to Translation or
• Introduction to Writing or
• Theory and Transportation Practice
• Malay Language Management
• Human Resource Management
• Introduction to Management
• Organization Behavior
• Information System in Organisation
• Calculus I
• Linear Algebra
• Calculus II
• Decision Modeling
• Business Computer Modelling
• Statistical Distribution Theory
• Business and Managerial Statistics
• Multiple Regression Analysis in Business
• Statistical Modelling
• Sampling Technique for Decision Making
• Experimental Design in Business
• Statistical Quality Improvement
• Research Methods
• Practicum

Anyone get the same course with me?

Work at PC FAIR! (March)

my fren teo! LOL he look like very bu shuang i take photo!! LOL! hahahah

L6Sc1 andU6Sc1 classmate!! chee hong , teo and me!

me.. really got style le!!! perasan sendiri... xD