after i stay at here study for few week, i realize a lot of thing and have learnt a lot of thing.
i found that the lifestyle i think be4 in Uni is much different with the lifestyle i having now.
i tot that i will very busy, very nervous, but now! i am very boring.. y tis 'boring' happen on me?
this boring always will make down my emotion.
i read an articles be4, learn yoga is the best way to relax ur emotion, becoz when u start to learn more in yoga, is not only relax ur emotion, it can be more good to control or so call hypnosis urself..
after being a 20years human, until now i still dun understand what is the purpose tat, y shud a boy go and chase a girl,or another way round and end up is either break up or marry.. to generate next generation? to fulfill our emotional?
i very tired, i really have, i loved is girl, i believe she is truly treat me. i... i... a lot of things i dunno what to say, i just a normal human, y god is giving me a big problem...Have u ever felt like to were talking to a wall when u were trying to talk to ur girl or ur love 1? i have..
is that any psychology problem on me? definitely no! just sometime going to release our love emotion when u cant control..
i fear tat ppl will look down on me,
i fear tat ppl will think it is really ur fault,
i fear rejection,
i fear ppl asking about my feeling and pain,
i fear and hate ppl take my emotion as a joke,
i fear the stigma of my pain,
i fear no 1 to bother me,
i fear 1 day i have no fren,
i fear a lot of things
i fear tis,
i fear tat,
but i will face my fear..
i'll feel completely alone, completely isolated, or completely abandoned when my heart is starting crash..
i enjoy with love, but also be careful with it, becoz,
love is the key, is the key to please and make some1 feel happy and satisfied.
love is the key, is the key to dump and destroy each others dream.