i feel that, i am quite fat right now! dam it... but nvm, who care =D hahahaha
continue let it fat.. be 大肥仔 hahahahaha

i heard something tat dun like to hear today, it influence my emotion.

i knw that i have no chance, but at least dun let me knw.

let me knw, jz wan me to increase my angryness toward to it.

chance is giving to u not me...

为什么看似那么亲近感觉最后竟不可靠近？

从美梦中坠落是否这是走向成熟而应付出代价？

喜欢一个人让我学会了难过？

如果爱一个人会学到比难过更糟的，我宁愿不要爱...

阵子，困惑着，落寞着。原本不喜欢碎碎念的我，每天沉睡中都被自己的唠叨惊醒。时不时会怀疑自己的年龄和心态是不是真的有了距离？

在我的世界里，终于想为了自己活的洒脱点的时候，发现错的有点离谱。每天也不知道精打细算的是什么？没了感情的自己，以为父母和妹妹是唯一可以寄托的人，结果呢？枯枝之间还有生命力，搅和着这样平静的淡定的生活节奏。

有时候明明觉得很疲惫，还强装自己活力四射一样，嘻哈着。多么可悲的年龄和我。邪恶的嘲笑自己一下，一个人的私生活好过多个人寂寞和落寞，何必中间穿插那么多不必要的回忆。下定决心和过去说再见，就是真的再见，不能没事还要重温这些思维的累赘。时不时还要骗一些泪水。

做人还是要厚道些，不蹂躏彼此刚刚设置好的快乐。没说不打搅就快乐的不得了，其实打搅的时候，没有限度的调侃也许是恍惚着回忆从前的砝码，我不喜欢，所以，也许你也不喜欢，他也是。

这个时候，不是任何别的什么可以替代解决的，你准备好了去接受。不要不去接受面对，该面对的时候，不要强装这个事情还没有发生。我们都是多么渺小的可以忽略不计的可悲的小人物，何必彼此之间不能多些隔阂，尔后都安心过着自己的春天。

我承认，这个世界总有个角落躲着一个我时刻想去回忆的人，没什么，为了填补我未曾犯的错误的结局。我心甘情愿的为这样的一个人等尔后是秋天，凄悲的日子我都能坚持熬过。你能吗？我相信，都能。单调的日子谁都有过。

相信我，我的简单成就的不是世界对我的忽视。我坦诚的面对每一天，简单的过好我的第三个轮回的起点，我没有别的任何的奢求，如果那个身在他处的他或者她还能偶尔惦记起我，我高兴或者欣喜，但是如果记不得也没有关系，这层关系不是暧昧不是强求，只是我在这里一厢情愿，我所以心甘情愿，是因为这真的是单纯的不甘或者是真的单纯的喜欢或等待一个完美的结局，给我的故事。

如果晴天或者阴天或者大雪天，没有兴高采烈的兴趣，何必非得要笑逐颜开给周边的他们看。调节自己的心情重要还是身边的他们重要？当然是自己，好不容易决定要好好的为自己活一次，还要笑逐颜开的为自己的唠叨买单。多么可悲的二十多岁的年龄。

我不会将自己打包随便卖给谁，我属于我自己吧……至少这点我还能做主的吧……所以，当我决定要好好欣赏自己一个人的空间的时候，请知趣的你或者他或者他们都渐进渐远的离我有些距离的好。

我知道你们真的对我好，也许这种好的体验程度只有等我过了这个年龄才能体会到，抱歉，这个时间差，我需要一段好长的时间调整。请相信我，这个时间段的我，只是给自己一个时间瓦解说。尔后，我希望我每天都是春天，别给我冬天那些冰冷的气泡。

the word FINE

the word 'Fine then...'

always come out a word fine then,

most good then just say a fine then,

wat else they knw to say,

fine then.. jz tis word! good word..

i rate 10 stars!

1st Semester End soon

time pass so fast, soon going to celebrate christmass soon..
my 1st sem in UUM going to end too, yes! 5 more semester to go!(is too freaking long! OMG)

now is my 1st sem final exam, but feel very "PIK CHEK" becoz really lazy to exam..

in my whole life, i hate exam! very hate!

everytime, those important exam (UPSR PMR SPM SPTM) my result sure not tat good!
haiz!

but tis year! i finally change my hairstyle! curly hair! LUAN MOU ZAI

WUAHAHAHAHAHA

becoz of tis hairstyle.. i get many new nickname..

in U, my hostel fren sometime call me "KOREAN ZAI"

in kuantan, my junior them.. so bad! call me 'POODLE' tis have to "thanks' the stupid jc! suddenly mention his dog name! sui zai bao! end up all call me 'POODLE' aiks!

my exam until 10th december, but i will stay until 13th dec, becoz have to wait some of my kuantan fren finish exam 1st only back tgt, c i am so good! (actually is forgot buy early de bus ticket) hahahahaha....14th dec morning i will in kuantan.. i love kuantan! i like kuantan ppl! =D

If we just a 7 days Couple

The first day,

I will hope to go to the place u grown,

go to the school that u had studied before,

go to the food stall that u owaz go,

eat the food that u owaz eat,

u holding my hand,

and tell me ur happiness,

maybe will meet some of ur fren and teacher,

but i still will smile and wait u at aside,

it might the most happy day for me,

becoz tis is the 1st day we tgt pass thru...

The second day,

i will wake u up to have breakfast tgt,

eventhough i not used to those irritant and excited outdoor game,

but tis time i hope to play with u tgt,

holding ur hand and shout tgt while playing,

after play i wil act like ntg happen if i feel scare,

on the way back,

we share the headset when listening MP3,

and u stay at my arms,

it is so sweet..

The third day,

we read book tgt,

we find out all the beauty sentences,

touching word, and praise each others with those sentences and words,

if evening i was too tired and have a snap,

i hope the time i open my eye,

i wish u is the person in front of my sight,

i will very blur blur that time.

hope u dun laugh me.

The forth day,

i wish to go to ancient town,

go with my lovely dear,

we stay tgt,

i will help u take photo,

take down all our sweetest memory,

at there i will buy memorable accessories,

one for u and another for me,

when i c it, i will think about u..

The fifth day,

this day i will like u to make a dinner for me,

the food u cook,

i will really appreciate it,

i knw i might very 'ugly' to eat,

maybe i will laugh u,

but i still will eat all u make,

becoz all is made by u,

after dinner i wish to c stars with u,

we make a wish tgt.

The sixth day,

have a candlelight dinner at high class steak house,

we wearing format shirt and suit coat,

like a gentleman and his lady,

we drink vine,

we dance,

we listening ppl playing violin,

let us have a memorable memory.

The seventh day,

the last day,

i wish to not going any place,

i just wan to accompany u,

stay with u,

silently,

let me imagine when i can c u anymore what will u doing at there,

maybe it will bring me tears,

becoz i am that emo,

if u come and holding my hand,

i will be better( i hope )

i hope u smile is owaz at in my heart,

i will more happy,

at last,

we have to leave each other,

i hope u can give me a hug,

then u only leave me,

i will keep staring on u,

until u leave my sight,

i will rmb the shadow behind u,

then

then

then

until THE END..

About Myself

Every organism,there are certain basic need aside food, clothing and shelter, they are equally important. Mean that all of us need family,need friend and also need the so call shelter " home". I am just a simple guy, just normal person, normal characteristic, just want to have a normal lifestyle, just want to have good health, if possible wealth too, who do not hope that?

The concept of family is always attributed to human. Somehow, the term 'family' means having 'father, mother and siblings' who take care of them through thick and also thin. Parent and us have a certain strong bond, even how far, how long we never meet each others the relation and the bond will never change. I miss my parent since I start my 'Uni' life. This is the first time i leave my hometown.

I', an active and talkative person. I mean I love enjoy to talk with friend, think so. LOL. Self-confident is my characteristic, that why I think I am different from others but somehow I have too much confident it is not good to me (i know that) I love SPORT! I love BASKETBALL and SOFTBALL very much. I like to try new thing except if it too dangerous then i will ignore it. Honestly to tell that, sometime I'm a kind of lazy person but i still have responsibility on my word.

That all about myself right now. This is my new post THANK YOU! LOL!